It's been 8.5 months since the twins were born. During that time I also lost my job, well a few months prior actually. I thought the world was over, how was this newly forming family going to survive. Was bankruptcy in our future? Were we going to have to leave our new apartment? How were the kids going to eat? So many questions I had and so few answers to match them with. I was scared, admittedly so was my wife. With me being out of work and my wife's maternity leave ending I took on the role of  super dad. The first months alone with the tots during the day were some of the scariest times ever for me. But I overcame them. The bottle schedules, the diaper changing, the constant crying the lack of sleep all were beaten.
     The world didn't look like it did anymore the bills that I was afraid of were being paid on time and completely, the rent all there, the kids always had food. God was watching over us. My fear began to diminish, I began to get stronger in my faith with each passing day. Here we are today the tots are 2 weeks away from turning 9 months .. and me I face a future so bright I gotta wear shades..